Selasa, 03 Januari 2012

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Rabu, 14 Desember 2011

I Wont See You Tonight

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

So Far Away

Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A laugh that healed the broken heart with all that it could.

Lived the life so endlessly.
Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could.

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our features hold
Foolish lies of growin' old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind.

Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.
The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough to despise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied.

So far away.

And I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to,
Need you to know...

Selasa, 13 Desember 2011

Selama Ini

dari semua perhatian yang kulontarkan
hanyalah ketulusan hatiku untukmu
dari semua pengorbanan yang berikan
dari jiwa keridoanku
kau hancurkan semua harapan yang ada ini
harapan yang hadir dalam lubuk hatiku

kenapa kau diamkan benih cintaku
benih yang kan ku tanam dengan ketulusanku
benih yangkan ku jaga dengan kasih dan sayangku
semua itu akan kulakukan dengan senyum indahku
hanya untukmu dan hanya untukmu

apa yang salah dengan cintaku
apa kau ragu dengan kebesaran cintaku
apa kau ragu dengan kesetiaanku
hanya kau dan semua tentang hatimu yang tahu
kenapa kau selalu memberikan perhatian lebih
kalau kau hanya anggap aku sebagai teman saja
aku merasa kau ada hati denganku
tapi itu hanya perasaanku saja

maafkan aku telah memberikan kau kesempatan menyakitiku
tapi aku akan selalu berjanji
aku akan selalu menunggumu
mencintaimu layaknya aku belum mengungkapkan perasaan ini
terimakasih atas kehadiranmu
aku tetap bersyukur bisa melihat senyum indahmu...

NOW !!!

Galau sedunia

Khas untuk dirimu di sana....semoga Allah memakbulkan doa tulus suciku buat dirimu...

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Jangan biarkan dia bersedih karena ulahku
Tabahkanlah hatinya
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan untuknya
Meskipun hanya aku yang merasakan kegalauan ini
Tetapi dengan melihat wajahnya tiap hari saja
Sungguh anugerah yang luar biasa buatku

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap ini yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Peliharalah dia dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah dia
Berikan pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemaninya
Supaya dia
Dapat bahagia
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan dia sendiri

Agar dia bisa bahagia
Walau aku tak bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan dia bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

Di sini Untukmu

seandainya kau tau
betapa
ku sangat inginkan dirimu
seandainya kau tau
apa yang
ada di dalam isi hatiku

akankah bisa ku nyatakan
rasa cinta dalam hatiku
dan apakah bisa
ku nyatakan bahwa kaulah yang terindah


masih disini menantimu
berharap kau akan memikirkanku
masih disini menunggumu
walau ku tahu
aku sudah gagal

masih disini menantimu
berharap cinta kita kan bersatu
masih disini menunggumu
menanti dirimu kembali
untuk ku…